9 months.

it's been 4 days since i started working and my eye has been twitching all day.

does that give you a bit of an indication how i'm doing?!

LOL.  i'm tired.  mainly because i'm not used to getting up early {and still sleep deprived from exam week/end of semester business}

i am learning a lot but it is also overwhelming.

my legs get tired cause we're on them all.day.long.

but i have to remind myself it hasn't been a week yet, and i'm doing just fine.

also, i started my medication for my latent TB on monday.

it is a medication and a vitamin that i take for a whopping 9 months.

9 months!  i could have a baby in that time....

and to put it in perspective, i'll almost be done with college by the time i finish.

and the whole time i can't have any alcohol. 

not that i ever drink alcohol, but now i can't.

so when my friends turn 21 this summer and even on new year's {which i didn't even have campaign this past year} i have to opt out. i can't even try new things! 

i just (semi recently) turned 21 here, people!

i am in the mode where i get to try things.  but not now.

oh well.  i'm sure the time will go really fast!

and oh the up side, it will prep me for motherhood someday :). 

the last couple days, i've been a bit overwhelmed.  

was talking some money things and man! malone is expensive!

why did i choose there again!?  lol.

no, i know why.  it's just hard to remember.

basically, i need to bust my booty to make money this summer.

so please pray that the Lord provides jobs to do that ASAP.

and pray that i can seek His wisdom and be lead by His Spirit so clearly.