he gives us the world.

today was just a wonderful day.

i got to babysit for a while the pinsky's but it was just the baby and the 2 year old.

well the 2 year old slept for four hours!  

so i got to hold, hug, and love on a baby all day.  while getting paid.

so so therapeutic and just wonderful!  

then i got to babysit for the orten's.

and gosh do i love those girls so much.

i let the big girls stay up late and play games.

then i stayed up with them talking in their beds.

rebecca is alllll girl and i love it.

right away starts asking about boyfriends and the boy she likes, hayden.

{who jenny has informed me is quite cute!}

at one point i talked about having a crush but that it's OK if people don't like you back.

because Jesus loves you and it just means he has someone better in mind.

margaret's response?
'and God is always taking us on dates.  cause he gives the world to us'

gosh i love her.

and then they told me i was the most fun babysitter cause i don't say 'your mom wouldn't like you to do this' all the time LOL
{which is contrast to yesterday when aidan and rory told me i am more bossy than their 14 yr old babysitter}

then, margaret's 't' from her name fell off her bed and we started saying 'margareeeee'.  and kept laughing.

i wish i was going to the beach with them so badly.

i just miss them and can't take being away for so long.

rebecca asked if i was coming back tomorrow.  

i wish, girlfriend!

last night i was struggling with being impatient and short with the boys.

and tonight i just had a ball with all the kids.

thankful that some prayer and a change of heart was totally evident.

so thankful for all their girls!  

they let me love on them and fill that small part of my heart's desire and i am forever grateful.