run for hope.

wow.  life has been crazy, to make an understatement.

between school, class, sleep....blogging has been hard. 

i need to do better because lots has happened.

real quick, i may be crushing on a boy.

there is supposedly mutual interest but i haven't heard that from him.

he is such a gentleman and makes me really happy.

however, he keeps me in prayer like crazy.

he is super nice to everyone that i start to wonder if he is just like that to everyone and not me.

it constantly keeps me bring it to the cross so that i can put it in His hands.

i have to trust that if it is supposed to go somewhere, it will.  

and i just pray for wisdom and discernment as to what to do.

i have a lot of commitment issues and this has been hard for me.

i want to be able to let it happen and have to remind myself to take it slow.

i have to be patient.  i have to be understanding.

i have to let go of control.

i want this lesson and i need this lesson.  

and like i said, this whole situation keeps me in prayer!

this past weekend we were at a 5k for ryan's mission trip to africa.

we drove down friday after class and stayed till saturday afternoon.

we ran {which was AWFUL!} cause it rained all night before and stopped 10 minutes before the race.

plus, i hadn't run in like 2 months.  uhhh, yeah.

but the fellowship was amazing.

we love Jesus, we love Africa, and we love Ryan's heart for both.

there was some drama there but that can be mentioned later if need be.

either way, i got no homework done and stressed major last night.

i was reminded why taking a sabbath on sunday is so important!

i'm coming back to blogging.  cause i need to remember these times of life!

{kayla, sara, luke, miriam, rachel, ryan, me, jake--haylee and robbie already left.}

love this group of people!

so fun to spend the weekend with them {even though i slept on the floor LOL}

still trying to recovery from the lack of sleep.

welcome to college!!