10.17.2011

discouragement

lots of discouragement today.
had theory today, and it didn't go too well.
and by that, i mean i failed.....again.

i don't know what to do or what to think.
i just want to thrown in the towel.
i know God has a plan, but honestly?  i am not a fan of it right now.
i am not seeing the purpose for all this, and am not wishing this to be my plan.
why couldn't i have been failing freshmen year and known this wasn't my major?
what if i have to start all over again?

what on Earth is going on.
i'm a bit emotional, and just feel defeated.
i'm praying for strength.

fall break is in two days.
it is so needed.

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