roommates.

i'm going to be honest here, i am struggling.

i am struggling with my living situations and having a heart after God in all the matter.

i am irritated, annoyed, and just flat out feel disrespected.

i feel i'm trying to be so selfless, but no one cares.

so yesterday i had dinner with kayla r. 

and our conversation was so encouraging and helpful.

i am finding i am not the only one who had felt this way.

i tried to seek council, but it's so hard to know what to do.

i am trying so hard to be a good roommate.

so why will she not talk to me?

why does she ignore me when i walk into the room and ask her about her day?

i thought i was going to be living with spiritually strong women.

how could this happen......again....

i am just discouraged and confused and not sure what to do.

but at the same time, it's not my place to say much about it.

i'm trying to stay humble in the matter and am in need of prayers.

today in the CE class it was so so good.

they talked and communicated and i loved it.

josh shared that 1 in 3 babies are switched at birth.

to which we said that could not possibly be true!

so we got in a huge discussion about it and it was filled with laughter.

then we figured out that 1 in 60,000 are switched at birth.

so we laughed some more about that.

then we all went to Chipotle tonight.

i hit a few {or maybe several} curbs and they made me aware! haha.

we spent an hour waiting on the van, because van 5 which we were supposed to take was gone.  like MIA.  so we waited for someone to help us and get us another van.

so haylee went to change into warmer clothes, and in the mean time we got a van.

then, we forgot haylee!  and we almost get there to discover it.

so we drove back.

then at in the freezing cold weather cause it was packed inside.

we had great conversation and 9 of my students came.

 success?  i'd say so!

then tonight was bible study.

and those women i admire so much.

they are so spiritually wise and i hope to get to that point some day.

we talk about giving thanks, even in the hard and horrible times.