oncology.

today i was in an oncology unit observing.

and i tell ya, it was wonderful.

there people are dying and are so full with life.

the nurses were awesome and loved having students.

and that in itself makes a HUGE difference when with them.

i did watch some of a bone marrow drawl and that wasn't my favorite ever haha.

i had watched most of it and then wasn't feeling too great.

so i left before i got worse.

had i been through the worst of it i would have been fine.  but i didn't know what was to come.

my nurse, traci, was awesome and got me some orange juice so i would feel better.

see what i mean?  so so nice.

i was listening to 2 sermons today that hit home a bit.

one was my home pastor, allister begg. 

he talked on revenge and how when we want to get revenge on our own, we are failing to rest in eternity. God says He will be the judge.  and we need to believe that.

i thought it was really good to just remember that we're not to seek revenge here.

then i was listening to newspring....one of my favorites.

it talked about taking the next step in your life. 

i am not sure what that is, and i am praying that the Lord shows me.

i'm exhausted and so ready for sleep.

have a theory exam this week and will start the studying tomorrow!