mid-week exhaustion. and clinical starts tomorrow!

lots of school work going on here.

my busiest days are (semi) behind me.  

1st day of clinical for the year starts tomorrow.  almost 7 hours.  oi vei!

i'm praying that it goes well.  i've been doubting nursing recently a bit.

for some off reason, i go through these horrible phases where i doubt nursing. 

well, i've been in one of those phases for a while.  since summer, actually.

i don't know if it is because i've been out of the clinical setting, or because as i think about getting a job in the hospital, i'm not too thrilled with that idea.  

so here will be a test if i am excited or not. i know med-surge is a major bore, but still.

so we shall see. hopefully my post tomorrow isn't too disouraging.

i'm not a napper....at ALL.

they mess with me.  and i'd rather just sleep consecutively at night.

but today?  i totally napped.  i was EXHAUSTED. and it felt great.

i'm hoping i am not getting sick, since that's the only time i really crave naps.

my class went to scott's house tonight for dinner and the game 'fish bowl'

we had a really good time, but our class isn't 'clicking' like i had hoped. 

there are still those awkward pauses.  that is not a good sign this late in the game.

and while i can't expect them to all get along like family (HAH!), it would be nice if i didn't have to be constantly thinking about conversation starters. 

my first flag football game is tomorrow, but i'm not sure i'll feel like going.

with clinical, CE class and celebration later, i don't know if i'll want to be 'busy' anymore than that.

plus, i'll want to get some homework done.

but i better get to bed so that i am not dead tomorrow morning.

we're leaving at 6:35.  SO much better than last year.  

oh, the perks of being placed at a super close hospital (aka....it is 2 exits away.  boo yah!).

happy wednesday.  i hope you have a little more energy than i do!

p.s  TODAY is my sweet rory's 5th bday. 

i cannot believe it!  left him a message today, but don't think they will call me back {i think they are still upset with me}.

but i love him, so, and am thinking of him today!

some old-ish pics.

{i LOVE them}

{holy hair!}

 

i love you, rory monster, forever and ever!