a spiritual moment

it's been an amazing couple of days.

clinical this week was so testing, but so so good.

don't know how to describe it but it was awesome.

i felt i was the hands and feet of Jesus.

last night i got to skype tyler and it was so good to hear from her.

although it was frustrating cause it takes forever to get a good connection.

sometimes i love technology, but sometimes it irritates me!  sometimes both at the same time :].

i got to talk to her about boys, life, school, and everything else under the stars.

i miss her lots.

then tonight was the sanctus real concert.

they were awesome.

the lead singer is an amazingly talented and has a way with words.

he said a little about his testimony and it was so touching.  

he sang a song called 'forgiven' and i had a spiritual moment.

he talked about the background of the song and all that went into it.

and he said something like this.......he had been so worried all the time about wanting to be an amazing singer and doing an amazing show.  and had all these insecurities.  and his friend told him:

'you are dealing with an issue of arrogance'

it wasn't insecurities, it was arrogance.

umm, shut the HECK up.

if you've read anything i've been writing, you will know that's what i've been dealing with.

i feel i have been so arrogant and it's sickening.

and he said that he realized he had been making everything all about him, as opposed to what He was wanting to do in him.  it was so deep and i had a moment.

i just wanted to revel in the moment and soak it all up.

then, i had a 2 hour convo with heather c.

it was wonderful and i got to hear a lot about her story.

God is so good.

i just can't get over it.