remember yesterdays post?
about being a good daughter? well i spoke too soon.
i tell ya, satan sneaks in at ANY chance he can get.
today....was BAD--to some degree.
it was great becuase i had a hair cut and a massage {which was amazing!}
bad? because mom and i went at it.
i won't go too into it because i know this is all one sided.
let's just say there were lots of tears, and i'm not a crier.
i tell ya. it was one of those days where i couldn't do anything right.
mom was feeling like she is sacrificing everything (which she does!) and then i go get a massage. but it's not a regular occurrence. however, she thought i was being disrespectful because i had a hair appointment in columbus and she wanted to come, but i had to be back for this massage. she interpreted it differently than i meant it to come out. she was hurt and mad that she couldn't come with me and thought i wasn't working with her. i was trying, but i just had other appointments. she was also mad i didn't get a massage with a man at her church who is struggling financially. i honestly didn't even think of him. then she was mad that i have to go on a mission trip for school.....and she just bought me a car. she said i can only go if i reimburse her. i'm hoping she was just having a rough day. a 'pitty-me-cause-i'm-a-mom-and-do-nothing-for-myself' kinda day. that's what i'm praying. cause i'd like to leave on a good note for school.
my mother made me read about Jethro {moses' dad-in-law} and how moses listened to whatever he said--pointing out parental submission. i'm praying about how i am in the wrong. and need to have more convo about it.
my aunt leslie and her new bf are in town so we went to gma's and gpa's for dinner.
mom didn't talk to me ALL day//afternoon//car ride//evening.
but my grandpa is a whopping 84 years old. he is still one handsome guy!
while there, my sibs and i plotted on how we're going to go out for my bday. and i'm super excited. they will go crazy, and i won't. they actually will probably enjoy themselves more than i will. but it will be awesome to have a fun night out on the town!
and lastly, the other day, people were talking about the new 'feather' fab.
these feathers go into your HAIR. kinda like an extension.
i told someone: 'feathers are for BIRDS. not my hair!"
today? i got feathers. two of them to be exact. and they're blue!
and honestly? i wish they were thicker!
i am bored with my hair, but not crazy enough to dye it, in case it turns out bad.
the feathers are fun. not sure it was worth the price i paid for them, but whatevs.
{driving and taking a pic. i DONT recommend. but my friends insisted. so i caved.}
{linds and kelsi got them too! i made them send me a pic.}
they're adorable...i know.
my last weekend home starts tomorrow. yikes!
i'm bracing myself for my last bit of home for several weeks. which, honestly, home is not looking too hott on the radar. days like today make moving in a taaaad bit easier, if you know what i mean :].
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