exam week preview.

the other night me and some girls went out to eat and then off to starbucks to study.

with exam week, studying is in full swing.

i'm having anxiety attacks because i can't handle this stress.

micro and patho are going to KILL me. and i'm not exaggerating.

how is one supposed to study for two terribly difficult classes--both cumulative might i add--in just a matter of days!?

i'm more nervous than i've been for anything ever.

not to mention, my grades are going to tank this semester.

but i'm trying my best. which is why it's so frustrating!

blah.

here are some highlights of how the week has looked on our end. be jealous:

{we are at a restaurant...damon's maybe? gosh i already forget!}

{and this is how we study at starbucks--txting, of course!}

{and you can't forget how we study in the library. closed eyes and all!}

tomorrow is the big day.

i don't think i'll survive with sanity.

i feel so under prepared for both these exams but there isn't much else i could have done.
i've only ever cried over one other exam {health assessment exam when i got back from a weekend in nashville and hadn't studied.  i cried as she was handing it out.}
but tonight...i cried.
i'm just so not prepared. and this is so not me.
i'm overwhelmed beyond imagination.

here is how studying looked tonight:

i was clearly intrigued with the material.
 ready or not, here i come.

dear God, please give me the sanity and strength to make it through these exams. i am exhausted, burnt out, and at the end of my rope.  but i know that You give me strength when i am weak and carry all my burdens cause you care. thank you for caring. God, i feel i can't do this. but i know You have sustained me this far. please continue to sustain.  with weeping eyes, i beg you to give me peace. please show me You are here.