6.22.2011

give me a little motivation and i'll look good.

today was a let down.
we had plans to go to the cinci zoo....but then didn't.
rach was overwhelmed with the house and needed to pick up.
bummer.  maybe next week!
needless to say, she was a bit frazzled and i feel i did a good job of lightening the mood.
had a good bike ride this morning while listening to hillsong united.
i nearly died when i saw a dead frog on the bike path!  gross.

but, we spent some time at the library and outside.
i couldn't decide if i liked the b&w or color.  i think b&w.



notice how i actually tried to look good today.  
that's what happens when you tell me we're going to the zoo!!  haha. i feel like that is sad that i am at the point where i need motivation to look good.
it was a bit of a long day but we got through it.

can i mention that in 2 short weeks i'll be beach bound?!
yeah...i can't wait.
it won't necessarily be a 'vacation' but it will be the beach.
so i'll take it!

got to talk to my 'sweet-ie' rach for a whopping 1.5 hours.
how i have missed that girl!
i love that we are both in the same spot in our lives.
single but wouldn't be single still if we had planned out lives.
but funny thing...we don't plan our lives. so we sit and wait!
i can't wait to see her soon. like real soon.
less than 2 months and i'll be back at school.

excuse me, i need to go cry now.
the thought still makes me depressed.

and p.s....the 13 year old i sit for is now a woman.
if you know what i mean?
can't believe it. i remember the day i had that convo with my mom/girls at school.  when i told my bestie, erika, at the time she was SO excited {she started when she was 10 so by the 8th grade when i started, she couldn't believe it took me so long!}.
and i remember another girl {mary clare} asked me why we were excited.
so i did what any insecure 8th grader would do.
i lied and said it was because this boy i liked {miles} talked to me that morning.  why i didn't want her to know?  who knows!
and i feel really bad, still, about lying about it.
oh am i glad i don't have to be in MS again :].

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