never been called THAT.

had some really good God time today.

God was once again telling me to 'wait'.

i heard from pastor john piper answering the question 'how do i have a desire to not be single without obsessing over it?"

he answered that when we obsess, it means we are not allowing God to fill that space.

wow.  that hit kinda hard.  and i'm sure it's true.

so i'm asking God to fill that space {and all the spaces in my heart} completely and wholly.

brandon came home today with these donuts from a place in iowa called donut land.

oh my word these donuts were ammmmmazing.

i had about 3.  and yes, my stomach hurts now.

he also said 'i thought it would be nice to being two special ladies something good'

i don't think i've ever been called a special lady.  

it was not in a creepy or hitting-on-me type of way.

it was so sweet and something i needed to hear.

don't you love when God plants those little words of encouragement?

just when i need a little uumph to get me through.....well, there it is.

been a long week, and the weeks are only going to get longer now that kids are out of school.

it's the weekend.....praise the lord.

i know i wish i was escaping into a hole for this weekend. 

why? cause i just need some chill time.  

like this morning, i had some chill time, but it's different when i know i have stuff to be doing and places i need to be in a couple hours.  i can't just sit and be for as long as i want.

and i need to brace myself cause that type of chill it not coming anytime soon.

but it's ok. days will go on and i'll make it through!  

enjoy your weekend.

weather here has been absolutely beautiful, let's hope it stays!

p.s..i've run 3 days in a row.  holla.

i don't think this will keep up, but a girl can dream!